Saturday, September 24, 2005

cla aka clara.

finally i decided to do something about it. hahas. went for movie yesterday with dee.. not too bad lehs. althou some scenes are gross, but the overall concept is cute! what fairy tales and all.. still got hansel and gretel and little red riding hood. wahahas.

later at night was steamboat.. somehow just died-ed down.. not exactly thinking about anything or upset about anything, but suddenly just felt a wave of tiredness. and my chocos melted. puis. looks like i have to go back to candy shop again. ahahs. not like im complaining.. i love that place..

thinking about what dee said. i felt quite terrible last night.. i felt super terrible,esp after i came online. but den somehow no tears came out.. i understand, i really understood, but i just cant make myself feel better. and i slept. i had little difficulty sleeping. i had a dream.

i guess it's all back to square one. nobody's fault i know. it's just me, i just cant. ahahs. and is aw something on someone's blog.

-refuse to entertain your old hurt-

i think it makes a whole lot of sense. no mugging for me until school reopens.. except tuition lar. pon so many times le. lucky mummy not here. otherwise she'll nag at me again.. but im used to it. everythin is just a matter of getting used to it or not.. dee said something that makes a lot of sense. but it's just hard. more than often, it's just me and the four walls, but im used to it..

安慰自己的人比较容易快乐.

wishing;
9/24/2005 01:50:00 PM

*dilys and clara
*deecla
*19
*Blah blah blah...

Stars of my life
::manling::
::shuyi::
::sharon::
::eUg::
::sompong::
::bimbotic ler!::
::yings!::
::pui kor::
::lanbo::
::nana!::
::mad!::
::bong!::
::wuuu hui!::
::siyin!::
::diL aka dee::
::tsai hsiu::

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Searching for a glimmer of hope

To My friends who are... engaged
~the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other~

To My friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone in life and fall in love
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
If he isnt worth it now
he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now
Let go~

To My friends who are... heartbroken
~Heartbreak last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreak
but to learn from them